Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Entry V: 13/4/11

Hello world at large,

It's been a hectic week. We've been rushing to get to the school show which open tomorrow! I'm so excited! But Wait! "What is the show?" you may ask. It is none other than Victor Vialanella's rendition of Mary Shelley's most famous work. That's right: Frankenstein. =D What's more? I have a lead. Yes, my very ow bow, my first true lead. I'm so excited (again)!

Other than that, I'm doing so much better than I have been. I'm sleeping regularly again and the potential for new love is knocking on the door. I'm not rushing it; we'll see. I'm hopeful again though. I admit it scares me, but life is chances. I'm taking mine.

I'll stay in touch sweethearts. Farewell.

Hopefully happy, Sammie

Monday, April 4, 2011

Entry IV, 4/4/11

Dear random world at large,

Today was looong. Classes were fine. Managed to get some printing done in photography. Choir was stressful though. Dear God Mr. E was on edge. We only have three or four rehearsals until contest you see, and we recently had to make a switch in song line-up because we lost our violinist. He's going to NY for some arts thing. I'm happy for him, but otherwise feeling the pressure and fighting back a freak out. If we have to sing 'Aint a' That Good News,' we're screwed. The other pieces are coming together nicely except for the fact that the guy need to GET THEIR FREAKING GENDER PIECES MEMORIZED! ...Sorry.

Also, we're into tech rehearsals for Frankenstein. Anyone who does theatre know how that can be. It's been... interesting. The only upsides, less time to sulk and getting sh*t done. It'll get better...I hope.

Sincerely (and tiredly) yours, Sammie

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Well...

Well, so much for daily posting. Eh, shit happens. Hello random readers (or reader as the case may be) of the world. I apologize for dropping the ball on posting. Picking it back up now I suppose.

So, what's new in my life? Heh. Got dumped for one. Hurts like all hell too. You see, I still have feelings for this person, though (s)he has no interest in me anymore. Isn't it lovely how the heart works? You pour nearly two years of love and affection into something, and you're left with nothing when that thing is gone. A word of advice world, don't do that. Find someone who makes you a better person, and who you make a better person in turn. Balance, trust. These are good things.

It's whatever though. I should be thanking him or her. I've always been hopeless when it comes to being independant and doing good things for myself and such. Something inside my chest is hardening. I can feel it. It's about time I grew up. I don't intend to shut people out, but I'll be damned if I let anyone in that far again-- least not for a very long time.

Besides that, I got a new iPod Touch, which is pretty f*cking sweet.I've been without my tunes for too long now. There's probably more to say, but the drama has been overwhelming lately and I pulled an all-nighter, so I'm not exactly thinking at top speed. Aw well. I'll try to stay in touch. "Try" is the key word.

Hoping your lives are going better than mine, Sammie