Sunday, April 3, 2011

Well...

Well, so much for daily posting. Eh, shit happens. Hello random readers (or reader as the case may be) of the world. I apologize for dropping the ball on posting. Picking it back up now I suppose.

So, what's new in my life? Heh. Got dumped for one. Hurts like all hell too. You see, I still have feelings for this person, though (s)he has no interest in me anymore. Isn't it lovely how the heart works? You pour nearly two years of love and affection into something, and you're left with nothing when that thing is gone. A word of advice world, don't do that. Find someone who makes you a better person, and who you make a better person in turn. Balance, trust. These are good things.

It's whatever though. I should be thanking him or her. I've always been hopeless when it comes to being independant and doing good things for myself and such. Something inside my chest is hardening. I can feel it. It's about time I grew up. I don't intend to shut people out, but I'll be damned if I let anyone in that far again-- least not for a very long time.

Besides that, I got a new iPod Touch, which is pretty f*cking sweet.I've been without my tunes for too long now. There's probably more to say, but the drama has been overwhelming lately and I pulled an all-nighter, so I'm not exactly thinking at top speed. Aw well. I'll try to stay in touch. "Try" is the key word.

Hoping your lives are going better than mine, Sammie

2 comments:

  1. Well. Glad, coming to normalcy. Why tranquility in darkness ? Why darkness gives tranquility ? Thank You for the spirit of sharing. Best Wishes.

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  2. Slowly, but surely.

    I used to be afraid of the dark. I don't really know when that changed. However, the way I see it, darkness will blind you- scare you perhaps, but the blindness that comes from light is the one that lasts. In tat day, we run, talk, and otherwise go about our days. Night is a chance for peace, rest, reflection. We all are different, but that is how I relate to it.

    Thanks for reading.

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